maskofdeception

            She closes her eyes, feeling the warm breeze flutter ever-so gently against her face. It tingled; small goosebumps forming on her silky skin. She sighed slowly, leaving her sighs to dance along with the wind.

If the sky was so brightly painted in blue, the sun peeking from behind the white splashes of clouds;shining brilliantly, the sweet aroma of flowers filled her nostrils; giving her a dizzy sensation that one could only state as euphoria.

Euphoria.

No, she thought, her head shaking as conciousness filled through her brain. Happiness is not an human emotion. It is not a state of mind. It is only a dream. A childish dream which whips us away from reality.

            She opened her eyes, sinking in the beautiful sight in front of her. This was exactly what people called as Heaven on Earth, the magnificent sight infront of her was enough to cause normal people a quick state of euphoria.

But she was not normal.
Nor was she abnormal.

            She was one of those who laid between normality and abnormality, certainty and doubtfulness, one who understood will from desire. She stood in her cocoon, longing, waiting, counting down the days… marking off the months til the dawn of winter arrives,

            For when the first icy snowflake hits the ground,
            she‘ll know that it’s her time to come around,
            Goodbye to all those weeks of misery,
            ones she wishes to erase from her memory..

And lastly, there she was, in all her glory, staring at the horizons, feeling lost and empty. Love, her great love, was once strong and lively, and now, here she sat, waiting so patiently.

for a night in december.

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