Archive for September, 2005

crawl

Thursday, September 29th, 2005

deeper and deeper i go,
nothing else but a no-show
you raised the bar and kept me high
threw it far and let it die

farther and farther i went,
no understanding of what it meant
you shook me up and knocked me down
break a cup, and let it frown

stop a second and let it pause
remember that we’re all here with a cause
take the sword to fight temptation
we can’t afford to lose our relation

continue now, come on, press play
you know we can’t have it any other way
just take a step, and walk out tall
our love is kept, together,

we shall crawl.

POETICyndrome

Wednesday, September 21st, 2005

he drew me closer to the ocean
and introduced me to the world of fiction
where dreams came true and angels were real
gave hope to my empty heart,
kept the promises sealed.

the blankets of clouds up there in the sky,
behind it lays the heavens,
who once heard my cry…
tears become rain,
and the heartstabbing pain..

nothing could heal the emptiness i feel
nothing left in the cold, until the truth comes,

unfold.
                        
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running and jumping towards the end of the road
you open the door to find that sticky yellow note
despair and biddings disposed to a glare
you wake up to find yourself in the witches lair

how intimidating it is, that pointy black hat
the frown that you’re wearing, and also the cat
you’re lost and you don’t know where to go
just eager to leave this masquerade-like show

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sleep sound, baby
sleep sound enough tonight
for when you lay your head to rest,
and leave all the worries off your chest
you shall find me in your dreams
slowly figuring out all the means

flutter away, there goes the fly
flying away, to a fairytale lie
don’t dare wakeup, don’t open your eyes
for when the sunlight hits,
reality arrives.

nouns

Wednesday, September 14th, 2005

loneliness

n 1: the state of being alone in solitary isolation [syn: solitariness] 2: sadness resulting from being forsaken or abandoned [syn: forlornness, desolation] 3: a disposition toward being alone [syn: aloneness, lonesomeness, solitude]

premenstrual syndrome
n. Abbr. PMS

A varied group of physical and psychological symptoms, including abdominal bloating, breast tenderness, headache, fatigue, irritability, anxiety, and depression, that occur from 2 to 7 days before the onset of menstruation and cease shortly after menses begins.

kemi harahap
n.
          A Indonesian girl who is feeling emotional due to loneliness and the symptoms of PMS. This girl is in need of her boyfriend and friends who she loves and misses so terribly much. [syn: siti camelia harahap, kamei, kemzo, kemoa]

the rebirth of innocence

Friday, September 2nd, 2005

once upon a time
there was a little girl
who thought she knew nothing
then there was a time
that little girl
realized that she had almost lost everything
but maybe, to others,
the little girl
didn’t actually lack anything,
all was needed, was for the little girl
to realize she could still gain something.

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haha what the fuck. sometimes odd things come out of my head.
well hello people, to anybody who normally reads my blog (not many do, hiks) "HI!"
I am currently located in Groningen. Finally starting a brand new chapter of my life-long book. Its terrifying, really, but if I don’t face it, then I will never learn.
Right now I’m just wondering whether or not i have any clean clothes huahaha.
and if it’s alright to go biking whilst wearing a skirt.

hoo…

i miss you guys!!
and i miss YOU.