maskofdeception

coming to the end of the first day of ramadhan.

my thoughts and confessions over a cup of teh-ice;
its’ been almost 3 months since i last touched my sejadah. i’ve been committing sins weekly, almost daily…i’ve let the the devil take over.
some people wonder why i don’t just pack away and call myself an atheist. i don’t know why, i still feel obliged. ramadhan is the time that i hope can help regain my faith.
with all the commotion errupting around islam and fundamentalism, i can’t help but be a tad bit influenced. I know i’m not as faithful as i was before. I don’t know what happened, how i got there. all i know is that i still need something to hold on to, something spiritual, something out of this world.

religion is a matter of choice. and for now, my choice is still to stick with Allah.

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