no longer residents at your old address.
now listening: love for granted (phoenix)
i have gotten lost and is now being succumbed to my own desperation. i see life through dark, tinted glasses and it had brought me my depression… true, i had believe that acknowledging and appreciating life’s beauty is made possible once you have encountered its darkness. Yet in mild times, you seem to portray everything in its negative image..
life, what is it that i am seeking from you? rollercoaster emotions, you have become a parasite to my fragile and aching heart. Oh young love, oh dearest love, oh saddening love, oh my heartbreaking love… open your heart and let faith fill in, filling into the deepest depths of your darkened soul.
love, stop intoxicating me with your whole-hearted drama and river of tears. Jerk me away from this wrenching dysphoria, the very same spiral i am tumbling down into. release me into a world of positively joyful laughter and tears… a seemingly distant oasis that i fear will never come.
