maskofdeception

if love is a drug, then I’m a drug addict on rehab.
There are those days where life is good,
and days where you relapse.
today; i’m relapsing.

Let it die and get out of my mind
We don’t see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don’t you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we’re not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn’t the ending so much as the start

It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

And after all it won’t take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don’t want
I learned that with you

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn’t the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn’t the ending so much as the start

google hates me. I haven’t been able to log into my google accounts (gmail, google groups and blogger) for more than a month now.
i need my google accounts back!

so for now, friendster blog and multiply, you are my substitute for blogger.

i don’t care if anyone reads this, or if no one does at all.
all i know is that when raindrops are falling, they represent my soul.
and however much i try, i cannot get it right.
the simplest goodbye; bleeds through like a knife.

its funny how i can change within 24 hours.
oh, help me.

i need a margarita in one hand, a cig in the other
and Moony - Dove blaring on the speaker.
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Why can’t he give her his love..No more again
Tears on her face, and the dove
She cries, she knows
She won’t be able to fly…Away from him
She’ll look a red rose in the spring
No she won’t be able to sing….Songs of love
I’ll open up my heart
I’ll be loving you forever and ever
I’ll be part of you
In the way I do
Come into my life so I can sing
And if she questions the sun..Why, why me
The sun doesn’t answer
Oh God, can you help me
The answer is easy my love
You’ve built your own jail
You’ve always been part of the sky
So why d’you keep staying by his side
Away from me
I’ll open up my heart
I’ll be loving you forever and ever
I’ll be part of you
In the way I do
Come into my life so I can sing
She’s a white dove…An angel in disguise
She fell in love with the man
But this man won’t give back her love
So this is her cry
This is her cry
This is her cry
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oh yeah. let me shake away my worries…